January 2009
17 posts
Went and saw the play today :O
It was okay, but it was fun to get out of the house
good job jared!
I'm still gasping for air
wasted 2 damn hours at the hospital yesterday
getting blood work, and x-rays
and they find nothing
THERE IS SOMETHING WRONG WITH ME
I feel like I’m dying here
It's the best selling book of the season
Cody Phillips Life
that’s the title :O
Something weird happens every day, and i always change my views
this is strange.
Look inside me and see what ive done
Last night I rebuilt all of my bridges :]
I have no more unnecessary enemies, and I’m better off with certain people
Today, I went to the hospital and got x-rays and blood tests
Tomorrow I will know whats wrong with me
Until then, I’ll wait
-C.CHAOS
This is what my day has consisted of,
yes I do cry and i know im a pussy for that
But I think i lost my bestfriend, i have a serious breathing problem, my phone got tooken up and im sick
The only thing thats stopping me from killing myself is the future
If i could see how things are in the future, I would have nothing to live for
:[ i’m becoming depressed and i HATE it
depression is...
I am a traveling light
Nobody will ever think the exact same as me
I’m always one step ahead, and onto a different subject
Do not try to make me look dumb, you will always blunder and break down
and I will be the one left on top
silly kids, debating is for me
-C.CHAOS
On a rollercoaster ride
Today started off bad, but in the end it was a great day
Went to the boardwalk today, and saw The Unborn.
The movie kept my attention, but I think it wasn’t the best thing.
Went to Blake’s afterwords, almost broke my ankle when i got out of the car
So taylor decides to act out what I did, and she locks her keys in the car.
Went to walmart, saw some friends who happened to know how...
There goes a part of me
All my hair is gone :[[[[[
I had to get it cut for ROTC, its so unecesary to do shit like that
my hair wasn’t bothering anyone
they can get the fuck over thereselves
I want my hair back
and i’m sure as hell not joining ROTC next year
Like a jigsaw, but not a nigger faggot
Everything fell into place today :]
Me and Blake settled our dispute
and i’m working on some other things
today was rather awkward, until 4th hour
and no hard feelings jared XD
-C.CHAOS
I am the Mechanic
And today is the day that i’m going to fix what got torn up yesterday
It’s so ridicilous how something so small can grow to be something so horrid.
On another note, I’m getting my haircut today :[
Oh well though, shit happens and you have to make sacrafices for what will take you somewhere in life
It really does suck on the way, but it pays off
-C.CHAOS
Keep on attemtping to break my barrier
Hmph. lets just make a game out of every arguement there is, and try to sound smarter than one another. But better yet, lets argue over something that we started ourselves.
“Just thought i’d let you know that im [overexaggerating] because of the medicine ive been taking”
“Oh ok good, I was worried about you! Oh and your girlfriend threw the fact that you were being...
A more prominent afternoon
After a 4 hour nap and a burrito, im pretty satisfied
Being doped up on a diet pill for 24 hours is not very fun
and, only 2 1/2 hours of sleep really isn’t good topped with ^
I checked out of school today, got some sleep and <b>REAL FOOD</b>
anyways im happy now, and ready to have a normal afternoon
-C.CHAOS
Insanity or Reality?
I have been paranoid for the last 24 hours
Today is a school day, and it is 5:00 am in the morning
I didn’t go to sleep till a little over 2:30 am this morning
ive had a total of 2 1/2 hours of sleep
I cannot breathe good, and im very very upset
I have to go to school at 8:00
and I cannot go back to sleep
fuck everything, lack of sleep is my weakness
I can’t tell if...
Sell your soul to the devil!
It’s pretty much possible :] It seems like we can buy out anything with money, but thats not always bad, because for some people, having money shows hard effort and work towards something. I’ll be rich one day;lets shower with money and rule the world. - C.CHAOS
Our dreams are made out of real things, like a...
Jack Johnson is actually one of my favorite artists
His songs are motivating and meaningful
A few days ago I got upset because I thought I wasn’t doing anything productive for myself. I’m going to be famous, and im going to do something beneficial for the world. I haven’t decided whats going to initiate the change, but it will come along. I need to be patient and keep doing...
